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EasyThreads added AsaniDraws to the group. 12/26/2024 19:25
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Narrator BOT 12/26/2024 19:30
After last night's endeavors Nisha had slowly begun to wake up. looking at Gale as he slept soundly in bed. getting dressed before heading off to the kitchen to start making a Mix of Lunch and Breakfast for the two of them. (edited)
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*Putting on a pot of coffee now and humming. thinking about last night*
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*knocking on the door. holding a box*
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*She hears the knock at the door and takes off her oven mitts. heading over and opening it* Oh. Hello Again..
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Heyyy....Is Dad home?....I'm not going to try and barge in like before, I just....I miss him....and I know Midwinter just ended, but...I have a gift.... (edited)
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*She smiled warmly* I do apologize for our first impressions earlier.. my name is Nisha by the way.. and.. yes.. he is here.. it was a long Night so.. he is still asleep at the moment.. Come in, come in. make yourself comfortable and i will get an extra cup for you. you do drink coffee too, yes? *She said as she guides her inside and to the couch. before heading to the kitchen*
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*smiles* I love coffee. *sits on the couch*
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Well i am Glad to hear.. And i know now he is who you said he was. and he is your father. Gale of Waterdeep. *She said. bringing her a cup* And.. I know everything.. (edited)
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*sipping the cup* I wasn't lying....Though...I will admit...I did leave him like that....Justifiably so, but....I'm glad he's getting better....Thank you....Again, I'm sorry for our previous encounter....
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I hold no Ill will. perhaps i should go wake him up... though i should warn you he does not look.. the way you last saw him. i will return momentarily. *She said. heading back to her room and climbing in bed beside Gale. Nudging him gently awake* Gale.. Wake up. there is someone here to see you. and i have breakfast... er.. lunch.. and coffee prepared.
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*not sure if last night was a dream or not, starts getting up and dressed* who's here? Who would want to see me?
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*Watching as he gets dressed* Now do not panic.. but.. it is.. your daughter. Lily.
19:50
She has come to bring you a Midwinter Gift.
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*Was about to Panic, Hearing that Lily was here, But hearing Nisha mention she brought him a gift. he came out of it a bit. snapping back to the moment and turning to her* She.. Did?.. S-she brought me a gift?..
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*She nodded and smiled* She did.. So would you like to come out and enjoy a Meal and Coffee with us?
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H-how. how did she find us.. i-is she still mad? I don't understand i.. i thought she hated me?.. Why... How did.. what... *Rambling as a million questions and what ifs swirl around in his mind*
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Gale... I do not know how she found Us. how she found my cottage. but we can ask her.. now come on. it is okay. *She said. kissing his cheek and taking his hand before leading him out to the living room*
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*Feeling his hand in hers calms him a little bit.* O-oh.. O-okay... *He said, letting her Lead him out to the Living room.*
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*looks over at him. smiling softly. gift in her lap.* Hey Dad....*sees he's healed*....You look better.... (edited)
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It took some time.. But i finally got him to let me Heal him.. *She smiled. and went to get their Food. She made what is essentailly Eggs Benedict with Bacon and a side Salad. serving it on the dining room Table* Food is ready. *She said while pouring Gale and herself their coffee*
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Well like I said....I'm glad he's healing....
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*Sitting at the table looking down, unable to bring himself to look her in the eyes* Heh.. Thanks... *Picking at his food*
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Hm.. *Looking at him Sympathetically. sitting at the table* Lily dear. come on over and eat with us. I'm sure your father is curious to see what you have brought him for Midwinter.
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*goes over to the table to sit with them. box on the table* Dad...I know everything that happened before was...awful...but...I'm here because I miss you....I'm here because I forgive you for everything....so please....will you accept my gift?...
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*He looked at the gift for a long moment. his mind wandering elsewhere. but began slowly pulling it towards him. Unable to really grasp that this is real. that she is here. here for him. the shock at finding out she even thought of him. and brought him a midwinter gift. is very surreal. does he deserve this? is this some sort of trick? Many thoughts racing through his mind at once as he opens the box gradually.*
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Narrator BOT 12/26/2024 21:28
Inside is a bunch of books of various genres, a neatly folded indigo bathrobe with constellations mapped onto it, and a written note *"Dear Father,* *I know what you’ve done. I’ve seen the consequences of your choices, the hurt left in their wake. I understand the reasons—the pain, the desperation, or perhaps the convictions that led you down such a destructive path. It doesn’t make it right, but it does make you human.* *I’ve spent so much time wondering how we ended up here, you and I. I’ve carried the anger, the betrayal, and the sadness like armor, shielding myself from the truth that I didn’t want to face: that I still love you. Despite everything, I can’t let that go.* *You’ve made mistakes—terrible ones—but I also see the man who taught me to stand tall, who held me when the world felt too heavy. I see the parts of you that are broken, that maybe you thought were beyond repair. But nothing is beyond repair if you’re willing to try.* *I’m not blind to the harm you’ve caused, nor am I asking you to erase it, because you can’t. But I am asking for honesty, for effort, and for change. I’m asking for you to show me that the father I believe in, even now, is still there.* *I’m willing to forgive, not because I condone what you’ve done, but because I refuse to let the past define the future we could still have. Forgiveness is my way of opening the door—it’s up to you to step through it.* *I love you, even when it hurts to say it. And I’m ready to face what comes next, together.* *Always,* *Your daughter"*
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*just starts crying*
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Dad?! Dad, don't cry! Please...I'm sorry....
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Shh. *Moving closer and wrapping her arm around him. rubbing his back as he cries* It is okay Lily.. he just needs to let it out.. this is a lot for him.
21:32
But it is a very sweet gift. i am sure it means very much to him.
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*starts to relax a bit, but still worried*
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*Finishing her food and coffee and going to wash her dishes for now*
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I..I Remember.. I remember Begging... I remember Pleading for Forgiveness.. but it never came... But I-I remember.. i reached... reached out for you... my arm extended i was.... on the floor... i reached for you... and... no one was there... Hours.. days.. weeks.. i don't know how long it was i stayed on that floor.. hoping... praying someone would return.... when nobody did i... i-i had to take a look and i knew... why... but you weren't there....
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*she goes over to gently hug him* I know....
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*Just giving them some time to talk right now*
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I know I left....But I was still struggling to forgive you....but now not a day goes by where I'm not missing everything we had....I'm sorry....I forgive you now.....
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No I... You... You taught me something.. important that day... You.. Y-You reminded me that... of all the people that i've hurt.. of all the things that i have done... i was... i am... a monster... and i don't.. deserve forgiveness.. i don't... *He looks down at the box she gave him. sliding it away carefully* I-i don't deserve this...
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*still holding him.* You're not a monster.....Yes, what you did was wrong, but you were angry....hurting....I still believe part of you going down that path was my fault....always bringing up...yknow who....You felt inadequate....like you needed to be just like him to get more attention....but you never did....you were already amazing and I just....I ignored it....Even when I made time for you, I ignored that you felt jealous....and you did what you did....I'm never letting you feel that way again....ever....*pushes the box back to him* Take the gifts...They're yours....
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*Now washing and putting away their cups and dishes too*
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how can I? After all I've done. How can I accept anything when it's I that owes so much. How can I face anyone, face you, after all I've done.
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Because you’re still here, and that means there’s still a chance to make things right. You owe it to yourself as much as to anyone else. Hiding, running, or punishing yourself won’t undo what’s happened—it only lets the pain win.....Maybe you don’t think you do......Maybe you feel like you’ll never deserve it. But forgiveness isn’t about what you deserve, Dad. It’s about what I choose to give, because I love you and I see the man you can be. It’s not about erasing the past, but building a future where we can both find some peace......
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Lily... I.... I... don't know what to say... I'm... not the same man I was.... I don't know if I can ever be that person again... And... things have changed.... Nisha.. she's....... Oh gods....
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*she hugs him a bit tighter* I'd still love you no matter who you end up being....As long as those actions you did before don't come back.....
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*Listening to them intently. as it has only been a day. she is unaware if she is pregnant yet. as well as also not knowing He can.. somewhat control it. but regardless of the outcome of their bodies Becoming one last night. she knew she would be happy. as long as she has him. her beloved Gale. she goes to fix the bed in their room and comes back out* Would you both care to sit on the couch and get comfortable?
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I... I suppose so... Nisha... are...... are you okay? Was last night real? Did...we?
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*She blushed and turned to him. glancing between he and Lily* Uhm.. Yes.. Gale.. Last night was.. very real.. every moment of it... *She smiled* And i loved it.. i still have the gift you made for me.. i said i would cherish it.. so i have it in a safe place...
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*she smiles softly* I'm glad you're both happy
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I have never been happier *She smiled*
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*now feeling like absolute shit now that his past, and his new life are colliding in front of him, goes silent*
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I hope it's alright that we uhm....did....stuff....together?
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It is very... strange.. but if it was something that made Gale Happy.. i suppose.... if it were to... become a thing again.. i could allow it.. but i feel we do have a lot to discuss in those regards... However i.. would like to keep that out of here for the time being.. but once Gale's Cottage is repaired... and he moves back there... you can do whatever you please... whenever you please..
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Back to..... my... house? My... cottage?...
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Well.. yes.. you do remember don't you?.... I.. Brought you here.. it was intended to only be temporary until your Cottage was cleared out and rebuilt....
22:55
Unless of course... you do not wish.. to go back to your old home?
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*doesn't want to go back, but her mentioning his house and him moving back, is telling him, he's not welcome here, that word, temporary, she'll be rid of him soon* My house.... of course.... You're right....
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Fuck that house. He doesn't have to go back to a pit of bad memories
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Well... i just thought... that would be what you wanted... But if.. you do wish to stay with me... i would love it... *She takes his hand in hers and looks him in the eyes* I do not think i could handle being alone again... i cannot bear the thought of being away from you...
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I've grown fond of this place..... fond of you... But.... Lily..... my.... sweet lily... *falls to his knees, his head in his hands* Oh gods.... what do I do?
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...*looks at him....then at her....then back at him*....Move in with her....She clearly makes you happy, and....Yes, I'll be here too, but....I have a home of my own....Let your old cottage burn to ash....make new memories with us.....
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Lily... Dear. May i have a word with you in private when you two finish talking? I will be in our room. just down the hall. *She said. before kneeling down and lifting Gale's face to hers. kissing him softly on the lips before she heads to the bedroom* (edited)
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*staring at the floor, mostly unresponsive*
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I won't be far..... we just need to talk, alright? *gets up to follow her*
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*Pulling her aside and taking a seat on the bed with her once she gets there* First off... yes.. Your father has told me everything... about.. the both of you... i don't understand it.. but.. as i said. if it is something he decides he would like to continue with you. and it makes him happy. i suppose i can try to deal with it.. all i ask is that you keep it private.. but right now.. i'm not sure what the plan is... but.. you may come visit us any time you would like..
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I do not wish to come between you two. i understand your relationship has been rocky and you're both only now making ammends and trying to heal it.. but i hope you understand.. that he and i are as much a part of eachother's lives as you are a part of his, and he yours... we are one. and i do not wish for him to be taken from me either..
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Plan? Plan?! There is no plan, I just want him back....The...other stuff...is nice, but....I'm not going to force it....For now I'd just be happy if I had my father....You deserve each other....I mean that.....
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*Her eyes welled with tears* Thank you Lily.. i am sorry things have been.. so hard for all of you.. but i do hope.. at the very least.. you and i could be friends?.. as i said.. you are more than welcome to visit anytime.. also.. as you know.... clearly.. that... Your father and i.. well... uhm.. how do i put this in the least Vulgar way i can... Became.. Intimate last night.. and i am unsure of what the outcome will be... but if... if i fall pregnant with his child... and things between you and him become.. well you know.. i'll kindly ask. you keep it away from the child.. as i do not think it wise for it to be raised around that.. especially with your father's History... and it is not that i do not trust him.. i believe he has become better.. i would be more worried about it... triggering him..
23:19
Bringing back those memories..
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I'd rent a room in the local inn if I had to......But you do understand in order for that to work....IF it happens, emphasis on IF.....You'd have to get used to it at some point....Just saying....
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You could still do it living with us.. but that does not mean i or our child will be in the same space if you do...
23:25
I'd say that is fair... if it comes to that.. you are free to do so.. but i will be absent for it.
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*I'm not about to argue with you*......*sighs*....Alright.
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Thank you Lily... You are a strong beautiful young woman.. i believe things will work out.
23:27
Shall we go check on him now though?
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Let's...
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*She smiles. taking her hand and heading back to the living room with her*
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Hey Dad....You okay?....
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No...... but... maybe in time... I will be...
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*She places a hand on Lily's shoulder to reassure her before going to sit next to Gale* It is Okay Lily... You must Understand.. for what he has gone through.. Forgiving you.. is not the Hardest part for him... it's.. Forgiving himself..
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I know....
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Gale?.. *She lifts his chin to look at her again* (edited)
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Y..yeah?
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I love you... even in your darkest times. You are the light in my life. never forget that.. *She said. resting her forehead against his now*
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And... you're my angel... the one who saved me...
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and i will save you as many times as i need to... i will always be here for you.. My darling. *She smiled and hugged him gently*
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*returning the embrace*
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*goes in to hug him as well*
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*sitting there, still trying to process everything*
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I have an idea... Gale darling... perhaps a night out will help a little? the three of us can have dinner somewhere nice.. just spend time together.
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You.... you sure?
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If i was not. would i suggest it? *She teased and smiled* I would love to.. i do enjoy the cool night air myself.. we could even have a picnic by the lake if you wish to. we can get something to go from the Town.
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I.... i'd think i'd like that...
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Me too...
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*She gets up* Then i suppose we'll be off. come on you two. *She said. starting for the front door*
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*follows her out. holding Gale's hand*
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*her holding his hand, causing flashbacks, to good times, but also to what he's done to her, and his hand yanks away and his eyes go to the floor, as he follows them*
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Narrator BOT 12/27/2024 01:00
The Three headed off to town to pick up some food to go. just having a nice outing. Enjoying eachother's company.. for the most part. Flashbacks, what ifs, and a million other things continued to spiral around in Gale's mind. but soon. they returned home with what they needed. and Nisha has just left Gale and Lily inside while she's out at the Lake setting up the picnic area.
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*Humming to herself while Getting the picnic blanket laid out and the Lantern lit and ready.*
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So....You and Nisha....I'm happy for you....truly....
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I.... thought i'd never see you again... and... she's.. been so kind to me.. and.. it.. just... sort of happened..... I didn't... I mean... I couldn't... she... and then..... I didn't mean for......
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*interrupts him with a hand on his shoulder* Hey....It's okay....She makes you happy....That's all that matters....As for seeing me again, you bet your ass you will....I'll be visiting as often as I can....*she hugs him gently* (edited)
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I don't know if I can put the past behind us Lily..... I.... i've done so much..... How..... how can you even look at me, let alone still love me.... I... I don't understand...
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*sighs*....Dad... I’ve spent so many nights wondering if I’d ever get to come back, if I’d ever get to see you again....And now you’re here, and all I want is to hold onto that. I don’t care about the past—not right now. You’re my dad. You’re my dad, and no matter what you’ve done, you’re still the man who taught me how to cast spells, who tucked me in at night, and who always made me feel like I mattered. *she looks at him and begins to tear up*...I won’t pretend it’s easy, and I know it’s not for you either. But love doesn’t come with conditions or expiration dates. It’s not about understanding—it’s about choosing to forgive, choosing to try. I’m choosing *you*, Dad. Can’t you see that? *she cups his face in her hands gently*....Let me love you. Let me help you love yourself again....Please....
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I'm trying.... lily.. I am... but.... there's just..... so much... lily... so much pain i've caused...
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I know, Dad. I know you’re carrying so much. But you don’t have to carry it alone anymore. Let me help you. I don’t care how messy it gets or how long it takes—we’ll figure it out together. You made mistakes. Big ones, maybe. But you’re here now, and that has to mean something. You’re trying, and that’s what matters to me. The past doesn’t have to define the future, Dad. It doesn’t have to define you. Please... just don’t shut me out. Let me be here for you the way I’ve always wanted to be....
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*actually looking at her now* Do... do you think we'll ever be okay Lily? Is it even possible to go back now?
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*Calling from outside* Everything is ready you two! i'll be out here when you're ready!
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I.... guess we should be going then.... *taking her lack of an answer as doubt and standing up to head outside*
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*softly, tears in her eyes* I don’t know if we can ever go back to the way things were, Dad... but maybe we’re not supposed to. Maybe we’re meant to start fresh, to build something new—something better..... *Hearing Nisha calling. she sighs* Can we... continue this conversation later?...
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Yeah.... I... guess.... *even more sure now, that there's no going back*
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*Sitting on the blanket* Hello Darlings... is.. everything alright?
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Mhm!
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Sort of...
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I'm... fine... Nisha... thank you...
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Anything for you love.. so.. are we ready to eat? go ahead and start laying it out. i have all of our dishes ready. forks. spoons. bowls. Plates. so whenever you are ready *She smiled* I for one cannot wait to have some of that Potato and Leek soup.. it is one of my favorites.
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No way! Me too!
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Oh? Is that so? Well isn't that just a sweet coincidence. i will keep that in mind.
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*smiles and goes to sit on the blanket* (edited)
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*sees the soup, being reminded of sitting on the couch with her, watching disney movies... ratatouille, his eyes widen and he starts to scoot back a bit, staring at the bowl*
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Gale?
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*getting those memories as well. takes his hand and looks at him. getting a bit of a sense he may be thinking the same thing* (edited)
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*still staring at it*
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....I know Dad....I'm thinking it too.....
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*shakes his head as she says something* huh... oh.... it's nothing......
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No it's not....You're thinking it to....When we watched movies together.....
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It's fine....
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*Looking between the two. but not asking. she doesn't quite feel it's her place at the moment. just enjoying the food and their company*
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Dad....*leans to Nisha and whispers*: Hey....Maybe take the soup away?....It's bringing back old memories.....I'd explain, but....it's kind of.....confusing
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*heard her* No..... it's... her favorite... please..... *sitting there looking at the bowl, but not at either of them* I... don't want to ruin it.....
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*She sets her soup down* Gale dear. it is okay. it may be my favorite. but it isn't too special that i can't sacrifice it for your peace of mind. why have a meal together if not everyone can enjoy it? I promise. i can simply eat it later love.. *She said. Standing and taking all their soups and putting them away. heading inside to put it away before coming back out and sitting with them again* We still have our Rice and Chicken and vegetables... there is plenty more here we can enjoy.
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*"Awww, she's so sweet!"* Thank you
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Yo...you sure?
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Gale.... My beloved... if i was not sure. i would not have done it. *She smiled* Now enjoy before it gets cold.. *She teased*
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Alright.... yeah, okay... *gets himself a plate*
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*Smiling as they enjoy the meal together. occasionally looking out at the lake*
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*enjoying her food quietly*
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So... Lily... from what i can tell you are a bookworm like your father... if you would like. i can give you a few of mine you can take home and read.
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Whenever you decide to go home anyway. there is no rush *She said reassuringly*
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I'd love to!
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*She laughed at her excitement. finding it cute and endearing* i promise. as soon as we finish.. *She turns to Gale* Are you alright love?
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I'm alright.... *he never was a good liar, but he's trying his best to be okay, for them....he wants to bad to be with both of them, visions of them laying on that blanket in each others arms, or in the lake, or, just him and lily, or... lily never coming, all these options, all these possibilities, but no matter what happens, if anything, he doesn't deserve either of them*
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I've seen you more alright when you were still broken and blinded my dearest... what troubles you? is it still.. too much to process? *She rests her head on his shoulder*
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*listening. letting them talk*
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I.... want this... all of this.. but... what if me being with her pushes you away? What if me being with you pushes her away? And why would either of you want me anyway? I know you say I deserve to be happy, but everyone I hurt.... did they not deserve to be happy? I took that from them... why shouldn't I have mine taken away? If they can't be happy, why should I be?
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Gale... *She sighed. and just wrapped her arms around him. softly embracing him* They have found their happiness... and you see Lily.. she's happy to just be here with you.. with your father... i cannot promise anything in regards to her or i... but.. i can promise you this.. i am willing to put in the effort.. to create.. a better future for us. for you..
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How can you know that.... there were... so many.. and.. and not all of them... sur *choking on his words, even the thought of what he did making him ill* survived....
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It's a Pleasant thought.. a hope.. a wish.. i'm not saying.. i know for sure... but.. it is nice... to think so.. you have done many horrible things. but you feeling the way you do.. just.. proves that you're still a good man.. you are human.. not a monster... and you are doing better... becoming a better you... and I will be here every step of the way...
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I.... I hope you're right Nisha... I... really don't want to disappoint you.... *looking over to Lily* either of you.... It's just.... I can't unsee it... and i'm not sure I can ever make up for it....
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Only time will tell my love... *She turned his face to her and leaned in to kiss him softly* (edited)
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*melts into it. before realizing Lily is still there and he becomes nervous*
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*smiling at them. trying to prove she's okay with it* (edited)
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*Feels him become a little tense and places a hand on his cheek. looking into his eyes. softly whispering* It is okay..
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*not sure exactly what to do, curls up into a fetal position on the blanket, happy to have them in his life, but unable to escape the doubts, and fears. What if Lily leaves him again. What if Nisha gets past her "crush" and realizes he is a monster and leaves him too. Suits him right... he deserves this.... he'll never be loved, he has no right to that feeling anymore, he took advantage of the love people had for him, he took advantage of their trust, he deserves neither.... the crushing weight of his mistakes spiraling him into darkness as he lay there, rocking himself*
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Dad! *starts to panic and reaches out to touch him*
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*Gives Lily a look. just a subtle warning. that right now he doesn't need to feel cornered and crowded. before just rubbing his back tenderly. not saying anything. understanding there is still a heavy burden he carries. his own guilt. his memories of past mistakes and actions. knowing all she can truly do is be there for him*
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Lily.. Dear.. I think you should... go home now...
03:11
*Clarifying quickly* But not because i'm not enjoying your company! I have enjoyed having you here and hope to see you back again soon.. it's just.. *She looks back down at Gale* i don't.. quite think he's ready for this just yet...
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I can't just leave him like this.....
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Sometimes the best thing you can do for someone you love.. is to give them time.. and space.. Having you back even in this short time.. is.. clearly not helping at this moment.. (edited)
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No....I have to make sure he's okay....Please....
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*She sighs* Alright... You can stay for tonight... *She stood and began gathering the now empty dishes and taking them inside to wash them*
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Alright....*she sits there with Gale. gently petting his hair. trying to soothe him*
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*Soon comes back out.* Lily.. would you mind helping him to the bedroom while i get everything put away?.
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Of course....*gently helps him rise to his feet*
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Wha?..... where... are you taking me?
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Inside....
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But... the picnic.... I.... but we... I... *looking down as he walks* I ruined it..... didn't I....
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*Holding the now unlit lantern and the blanket* No Sweetheart. you just need to rest tonight. we all got to eat. and enjoyed ourselves. do not fret okay?
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And I'm staying the night....I'll take the couch....I'll still be here....
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You... sure? I didn't ruin your night?
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It is OUR night Love. you didn't ruin anything.. and Lily sweetheart.. My bed has room for one more. if you would like. you can sleep with the both of us.. or i can take the couch.. but you do not have to sleep on the couch..
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I wouldn't want to overstep....
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What? Are.... you sure? It's... our bed.. I... and.... I don't want you to be uncomfortable, and what if Lily and I... and... but then... and you.... and....
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You both can take the bed.. i will sleep on the couch.. as for you two all i can say is.. whatever happens happens... But you do need rest... *She said. before going inside. and grabbing the spare blankets and pillow for the couch*
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Nisha... no... I.....
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Only if you're sure....
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I would not offer if i was not sure.
03:30
*She goes over and hugs Lily. and then Gale. Giving him a kiss on the cheek*
03:30
I will still be here.
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No... no... i....i'll take the couch, you... healed me... remember? *trying to sound like he's better than he is* I... don't want you to not have your bed... and... Lily's a guest,... we... should make her comforable... you... two take the bed... I.... I want the couch....
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*once again, was always a terrible liar, he simply doesn't want to hurt either of them, and so rather than chose one, choses neither*
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*Lifts his chin* it is not MY bed Gale.. it is OUR bed.. it is just as much yours as mine...
03:33
This is your home. but she is your daughter..
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Well.... well then I'm giving my spot to her.... and you can have your spot..... So it's settled then... I'll take the couch.
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Yes it is settled... we will all be sharing the bed. *She said with a smile before heading to the bedroom. but still having the spare pillow and blanket*
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Right... glad we can agree.... Wait.. what?
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Come on, we're heading to bed
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But... I... what if.... I .... no... I...
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Nope. Come on. *leading him to the bedroom*
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*once in the bedroom, starts undressing, and, a bit embarrassed, climbs into bed, taking the middle and not looking at either of them, in case they undress, or don't*
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*only undressing down to her bra and underwear. then climbing into bed with him*
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Do you feel comfortable with me undressing also Lily? I have kept my clothes on until you both came in to say so.
04:05
Though typically he and i always sleep nude.
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Quite the opposite. I hope this doesn't ruin things, but.....I love women....a lot....
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I... Ooookay?... So you do not mind seeing me naked?
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Are you kidding? I'm probably more excited about it than he is if we're being honest here. But I'll be respecful....
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*She blushed. just looking at her awkwardly. before shrugging and beginning to undress* Then i see it only fair you take off the rest of your under garments.
04:08
please. make yourself comfortable
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Don't have to tell me twice. *strips off everything*
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*what is happening here? am I halucinating again? "Why do you torment me still!!!!!" he says to his own mind*
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*Climbing into the bed and big spooning him again. kissing the back of his neck softly*
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Are you alright love?
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*cuddles his front. stroking his hair gently*
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Is... is this real? Or... am I dreaming... Is my lily home? And... you're still here? This can't be real... I'm still at the lake... Did... did I die? Am... am I in a coma?
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*still stroking his hair* I'm here....I'm home....and you're still awake....still alive....it's real.....
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I just felt it a good idea so you do not have to wake up to either of us being gone... I know how much she means to you.. but I will warn you if anything happens in the night, at least try to keep it quiet *She teased a bit. Hiding that the thought does still make her uncomfortable. But she would not intervene. She knows how much this means to him. And she isn't taking it away.* Goodnight you two.. *whispering in Gale's ear* I love you.. *before closing her eyes and beginning to drift off to sleep*
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Lily? *finally reaches out to touch her face, making sure she is real* Oh... lily.... *pulls her in for a hug, completely un aware she's naked and pressed against him, then rolls over to Nisha* Thank... thank you.. for... bring her back to me.... I... love you too.. *returns her kiss, and is now laying on his back between them both*
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And I love you, Dad....and we don't have to be....intimate again...if you don't want to....I'd be happy with just having my family back....like I said, if you don't want to....but...*rolls him over to become face to face with him. cupping his face in her hands. staring into his eyes*....I want to....Because I still love you....I'm only willing to let this go if it causes problems....even if it would hurt...a lot....because as much as I want that intimacy back....Nisha and you deserve to be happy....and she did what I was too coward to do before.....nurse you back to health...
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I... will never stop loving you Lily... but... I do love her too now... and.. I don't want to hurt her... But I don't want you to hurt either... I..... don't want to hurt anyone, ever again.... if anyone deserves to hurt... it's me..... Not you... not her.... Me....
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*she pets his hair gently. lovingly* None of us, not even you, deserve to hurt....You suffered enough.....Let us take care of you.....
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Are... are you sure, you even want to. I don't want to be a burden for anyone, *turning to look at Nisha* she's... been so kind to me, and she doesn't care about who I used to be... But... you... you had to endure it.. how can you still love me... after all i've done... How can she love me, knowing all i've done... I... want to be happy lily.. I do... and i'd.. never want to hurt either of you, but I can't say I deserve either of you.. not yet... I... haven't earned this... I'm not worth saving.... You were right to leave me to rot... I should have died that day... *thinking Nisha's actually sleeping and can't hear him*
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*Her voice trembles as she speaks, scooting closer to him. pressed against him in an embrace* Don’t you dare say that, Dad. Don’t you *dare*. You’re worth so much more than you think. Do you know what it was like for me, thinking I’d lost you forever? How empty it felt? I wanted you to come back, even when I was angry, even when it hurt. Because you’re my dad, and nothing will ever change that. And Nisha? She loves you because she sees the man you are *now*. She sees the part of you that’s trying so hard to be better, even when you think it’s impossible. She doesn’t care about who you used to be because she sees your heart now. And I do too. You don’t have to “earn” love, Dad. Love isn’t about being perfect or deserving—it’s about *choosing* to keep trying, to keep showing up, even when you don’t feel like you’re enough. And you are enough. You always have been. *She tears up. cupping his face again* You want to be happy? Then fight for it. Let us fight for you too. Stop pushing us away because you’re scared you don’t deserve it. You don’t have to carry this alone anymore. You don’t have to keep punishing yourself. Please... let us in......Let me in....
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*Had rolled over. keeping her eyes closed. but was listening to them. a million thoughts running around in her own head.*
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It's hard... lily... don't you understand that? If I let you in, you'll be swallowed by the darkness too.... I ... I can't do that to either of you... I want to let you in... I... want what we had... More than anything... Lily... But I can't hurt her... I can't love you the way I used to, because... because she doesn't deserve that.... I.... have to let you go..... we... had our chance Lily... but... I ruined that... she's... well she's my hope for a future... I... love her... But loving her... means I can't love you... and it's killing me... Because I do love you Lily... but how do I love you, without hurting her? How do I love her, without hurting you? Or am I doomed to never love again, stay closed off, bury myself in my own sorrow, so that the ones I love, don't have to feel the pain involved with loving me...
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*her voice soft but filled with emotion as she lays beside him.* Dad... you’re not pushing me into the darkness. I’ve already seen it—lived through it. And you know what? I’m still here. Not because I’m blind to the pain, but because I *choose* to be here with you. You think loving her and loving me are at odds, but they’re not. It’s not a competition, Dad. You can love her and still love me. They’re two different kinds of love, and neither takes away from the other. *Her hand gently brushes his, her eyes searching his face in the dim light.* You’ve spent so long punishing yourself for the past that you don’t see the future that’s waiting for you. With her. With me. You don’t have to carry this guilt anymore. You don’t have to shut yourself off to protect us, because that’s not what love is. Love is messy, and complicated, and painful sometimes—but it’s also healing and worth fighting for. *Her voice drops to a whisper, a plea.* Don’t give up on yourself, Dad. Don’t give up on us. You don’t have to let me go to love her, and you don’t have to let her go to love me. We can figure this out together. You just have to trust me... trust *us*.
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I'd like to believe that... I would... but... *looking at her* how can we know? *brushing her hair aside, still thinking she's asleep* she... does so much, and never asks for anything in return... How do I know, i'm not taking advantage of that? How do I know anything. If she's.. only here just because she wants me happy.... And what about you, if you're only doing this to make me happy? I.... I don't want to be happy, if it makes you both unhappy.....
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*Her hand moves to his arm, her voice soft but firm.* Dad, we can’t always know for sure, but you have to try..... She’s here because she loves you, not out of obligation. And I’m here because I want to be, because you matter to me. You’re not taking advantage of us by letting us care. What hurts isn’t your happiness—it’s watching you push it away, thinking you don’t deserve it.....
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*has her eyes open now. but because she's facing away from them they can't see. and can't see that tears had formed in her eyes. feeling very conflicted at the moment. but still remaining still and quiet*
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But I don't deserve it.. I don't deserve to be happy, I don't deserve your forgiveness, oh her redemption, I don't deserve to be in love, with either of you, I don't deserve to be loved, and neither of you, deserve to have me.... just let you down again..... I... love you both, more than anything, I... just don't... no.. I know... i'm not worthy of it....
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*The Quietest, broken Voice speaks from his other side* You deserve the whole world... Gale... (edited)
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Nisha... oh no... i'm... i'm so sorry.. I.. didn't mean to wake you.. *starts to get up* i'll... i'll go to the couch... so.. you can sleep.. I'm I'm sorry....
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*She sighs and sits up. wiping the tears from her eyes* No No Darling... it is alright.. i.. was never sleeping anyway.... i.. have heard... everything...
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I'm... sorry...
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*She just rests her head against his chest* If it means this much to you... to have her in your life... in.. a way that a father wouldn't... normally.. with his daughter.... if you wish to have that kind of relationship with her.... who am i to stop you? to deprive you of something that could make you feel happier and more content?.... i.. will be honest.. i do not particularly like it myself... but.. i know... how much she means to you.. and i see how much you mean to her.... so if... if you would like that with her again.... i'll leave it be...
05:43
I simply worry that... if it goes this way with her again... are you.. willing to take those risks a second time around?...
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I worry about that with you... if... if I ... take control.... and.. we... I... I could hurt you.. hurt her... I.... No.. you're right... I... I can't do this.. *gets up and out of bed, grabbing the robe Lily had made him and getting dressed* I... it's.. it's better this way... one day.... one day.. you'll forgive me... but... this is the only way I can protect you.... to save you... *walks out the door, taking the note Lily had written him, giving it a kiss, and tossing it aside, before walking out the front door*
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Gale..? Gale??! *She looks at Lily with Concern* Lily... We need to go make sure he doesn't do anything to hurt himself... please..
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**NOPE! GET BACK HERE!**
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*Hurrying to at least dress in her pajamas and running out after them*
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*Having Lily levitate him to the bedroom now as that's the most comfortable place to lay him*
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*letting him fall onto the bed gently*
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*still alive but is barely breathing*
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*She looks him over closely. before climbing in next to him on her knees. and taking a deep breath. doing a silent prayer before she begins performing a Healing spell.*
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Narrator BOT 12/27/2024 06:55
The scar remains unchanged, but a warm glow of radiant golden light starts to encompass him... though on the edges of it is a blackness as dark as the void it'self, refusing to allow him to heal fully... the new tattoo and scar specifically. Whatever was done, can not be undone, the magic being an ancient one. Though... it does manage to bring him back to a stable state
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Is.... is it over? Did... did it work?
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Gale!! *She began to softly weep as she pulled him up to hug him.*
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You stupid son of a bitch....*trying not to cry. can't show she's hurt*
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N....Nisha?..... Lily?...... Is.... is everything okay? Did... did it work? *looking at his wrist and seeing the marking on his chest*
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Oh it worked alright. *summoning her own knife to stab herself in the leg. just to show Nisha what he's done*
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**LILY!!??**
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Narrator BOT 12/27/2024 07:01
Now her leg is bleeding
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Lily.... *pulls the knife out and looks at Nisha* Heal her! Lily... what are you doing?
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*Already performing the healing spell on her*
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Huh.....*remembers* Right....*puts the knife in his hand. forcing him to do it himself by forcing his hand to stab herself* There....Now you can show her..... (edited)
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What is she trying to do?.. what have you done? *Looking at Gale now*
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I.... bound myself to my actions.... If I harm another, I harm myself. and if my actions lead to death.... than... so too will I die.
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*guestures to him like "That"*
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Narrator BOT 12/27/2024 07:06
Leg still bleeding pretty bad
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And you could not have simply said something? *She raised a brow at Lily and then sighed* I am just happy you are still with us... one moment please *She turns back to Lily to heal her leg*
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*takes the book and throws it at Gale* Now march your ass back out there and undo it!!!!!
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*takes it, and walks out into the living room, like he's going to perform another ritual*
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*Looking at Lily. then him. and just quietly follows while wiping tears from her face*
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*once they both make it to the living room, which he was hoping they would, he takes the book, and tosses it in the fireplace, forever ensuring what is done, can not be undone*
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**GALE, NO!**
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Why.. *She sighs. and just hugs him again* You know what... i do not care.. i mean i care but... i am just happy you are still here with us... with.. me.. *tears begin flowing down her cheeks again. now burying her face in his neck*
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*just escaping to her mind for a moment as she thinks about what to do* *"Call him"* *"No! Are you crazy?! He'll make things worse by flirting with Nisha and making Gale feel like shit!"* *"You need divine intervention at this point. You need SOMEONE who can undo ancient magic"* *"I can't just call the Gods every time something goes wrong beyond my control!"* *"Well you gotta do SOMETHING!"*
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Lily឵ BOT 12/27/2024 07:38
*Suddenly remembers she's a goddess. and at the last moment decides to try to remove the spell herself*
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Narrator BOT 12/27/2024 07:42
The magic is an ancient and powerful force. Predating even Mystra. Her magic doesn't hold a candle to it's power. And for her insolence daring to interfere with it's magic, a black cloud of smoke envelopes her, beginning to strangle the life out of her
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*runs to her, embracing her tightly as the cloud begins to choke him, the orb now augmented by the curse of his new tattoo keeping him from succumbing to it entirely, but he now lays on the floor, withering in pain*
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Lily?! Gale?! Oh gods... *She quickly rushes to both their sides. but realizing Lily is the one who it started with. goes to her. Placing her hands on her shoulders and Beginning to Say a Prayer to attempt to Reverse it*
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Narrator BOT 12/27/2024 07:46
Lily is fine, a little out of breath, but no perminant damage. Gale on the other hand, having taken the darkness into himself, is on the floor, screaming in agony
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*Once she sees Lily is Okay. turns her attention to Gale. Doing the same thing*
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I'm good, Nisha. Not the first time I've been choked....haha....anyway....*still sitting beside Gale.*
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Narrator BOT 12/27/2024 07:49
It does nothing, again, this magic predates anything they've encountered before. It's power ancient
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*still screaming, manages to at least get a few words out* "Noo.... stop..... you'll only hurt yourselves"... Leave me......... leave me be......... AHHHHHHHHHH *still twitching*
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*Realizing there is nothing she can do. she just holds him. humming softly. waiting.. hoping it will pass*
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*after a few moments, is laying there... though the main pain has stopped, he's still weakened by it, and is having a hard time trying to get up*
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No no.. Stay down.. that was a lot for your body....
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....Dad....You okay?....*reaching out to touch his shoulder*
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*feeling like his skin is on fire, grabs a table to help himself to his feet, but after taking a few steps, collapses to the floor once more, desperately trying to get up and to the tub, hoping there's water, or outside to the lake, any water, the latrine if he must...*
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Gale what are you... *She noticed where he was trying to go. and it clicked* Lily. Levitate him to the Lake. Immediately
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*does so. Floating him to the lake and dropping him onto it*
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*doesn't even care that he's too weak to swim up to the surface and is now drowning*
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*Going out quickly to lift his head above the water* Close enough...
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08:04
*making sure his body stays submerged while still holding his head above the water.* It's okay Gale... we're here.. i'm here..
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you said put him in the lake....
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*Gives her a look* I did not say DROP him in the lake!
08:05
But close enough.. thank you Lily.
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Well clearly you need to word things better. And you're welcome. I still helped
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*looks at Nisha, as she's the only one that got dressed* You......you're clothes.... they.... they'll be ruined....
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I said Levitate him to the Lake. that should be clear enough. *She looks down at him* You think i care more about my Garments than your well being? You have lost your mind *She managed a smile. and rested her forehead against his*
08:07
Not the first time i've been out here with you either....
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I.... I suppose it isn't...
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How are you feeling?....
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Like i'm about to get yelled at... *looking at Lily who has been yelling at him practically all night*
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Would you like me to yell at you?
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Is this a trick question, Cause I don't want to answer it.
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What do you think?
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That it was a rhetorical question and you are in fact going to yell at me.
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YOU DAMN RIGHT I AM! WHY WOULD YOU DO THE FUCKING RITUAL IN THE FIRST PLACE! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!
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Or.. not.. *She sighed and facepalmed*
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Can't go away, can't do dark rituals, You have any other ideas? Cause those were the only ones I got.
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How about just....not doing crazy shit?....
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Lily.. is not the most important thing right now that he is still here with us?.. *She said. gripping his hand now*
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WHAT'S IMPORTANT IS FINDING A WAY TO FIX THIS!
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This just makes sure I can't hurt anyone.. Isn't that what we all want? To make sure... I can't hurt anyone... Now.... if I do... at least it won't last long, I can never become that monster again....
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Lily.. even i know there is no way to fix this.. but if this is what he wants.. if he thinks it for the best. should we not leave it be? he's here! He's alive and with us!! we have.. a second chance..
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This is my second chance... I should be dead, I should have never been brought back here... but now that I am... and now that I have you two again... I.... I don't want a third chance... if... if I can't get this right this time... than... than I want it to kill me.... I don't want to become him ever again...... It had to be done... not for me, not for my sake, but for everyone I care about, for everyone else... I did this for you...
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LET ME THINK!.....*sighs deeply*....If....If I have to....I'm....I'm going to call him....You know who, Dad....
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If... if you call him... and he comes.... I will ask him to take me back.... I don't ask for a lot lily... And after what I've done, I have no right to ask you anything. But if you love me like you say you do... than please.... let me do this.... let me do something... to protect you.... protect you both.... If it's the last thing I do, the last good deed of Gale of Waterdeep, at least let me go out having saved someone.....
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Who... is she referring to? what is going on?
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YOU DON'T GET TO MAKE DEMANDS RIGHT NOW
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You... wouldn't have heard of him... but the one who tormented me for millenia... the god above all gods, the first one... Araavos......
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Araavos?... The god of all gods? but i thought... how is that... who... *Trying to process this*
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I'll explain later. It's not important. Dad, I'm not living without you. Even if it's just a possibility
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You know the everlight, and how it serves bahamat. And bahamut, is a son of IO.... There are gods that are above him, the ones who created IO, and then there are the gods that created those gods, at the end of that chain... stands Araavos. The one who created the cosmos it'self.
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*Just staring at him in Silence. in complete shock and disbelief*
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She... wants to use him... to reverse this spell. And it could work.... no... it would work.. But... I'm asking... begging... you.. please... don't do this... Because... because I will ask him to take me back...
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And I'll demand him to ignore your plea.
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I'm willing to handle whatever it is that will keep you here with me.. whatever will make you happy... *She lifts his chin and kisses him softly*
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I'm not letting him do this. You should be WITH ME! Helping him to fix it!
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and Risk Losing him for good??? Are you insane? You are not LISTENING!!
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IF WE WORK TOGETHER AND FIND A WAY IT WILL ALL WORK OUT. DON'T YOU SEE THAT?
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Then Clearly you have very little Faith in your father......
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YOU DON'T KNOW HIM LIKE I DO!
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*slips underwater since they're fighting*
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I know him enough to know this is what he needs. You clearly do not believe him to be the better person he wants to be. If you think he'll die immediately from this. do you not believe he has it in him to not hurt someone again? or does part of you still believe him to be a monster?
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I don't want it to be a risk, period
08:41
even a little accident, could kill him.
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And once again you have no faith in him.. it is either this.. or we lose him forever anyway..
08:45
he isn't incompetent you know.
08:45
*Lifting his head out from under the water again*
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am I still getting yelled at?
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I can't believe you're just going to let this happen. Like I said, you don't know him like I do. You weren't there since day one. And again, the risk of an accident and causing him to die. That's not fair. At all. I DON'T CARE ABOUT HIS FEELINGS ON IT! I **WILL** FIX THIS SOMEHOW!
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*She pulls him out of the water and stands herself* Perhaps it is best you go home Tonight Lily... so you can calm yourself enough to think clearly....
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I AM THINKING CLEARLY
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Yelling isn't helping any... and it is unnecessary.. you should go...
08:50
I am Requesting Kindly.. that you leave tonight..
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yup.... still getting yelled at.... *sinks back down*
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I'm not going anywhere
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*Lifting him out of the water again and then stepping closer to Lily* This is my Home.. and i am asking you to Leave... before things escalate.. please.
08:51
You are only making it worse..
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*she sighs softly. just accepting defeat.....for now....she tears up* Alright I'll calm down....but.....I'm not leaving him like this.....Please.....Just let me stay....I won't yell.....
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Just.. Stay calm.. And let's get inside.. get dressed in dry clothes... and just.. try.. to get some rest... okay?... we can discuss this more in the morning if you wish to do so... but right now.. it has been.. a very long and eventful night... *She said. Lifting Gale's arm over her shoulder again and carrying him gradually back inside*
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*follows*
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*climbs into bed, back in the middle, and buried himself under the blanket knowing he ruined the night*
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You may take any of my clothes that will fit you. get comfortable.. *She said to Lily. Before getting changed herself into her extra pajamas. and climbing in bed with him. laying facing him. pulling the covers over herself also. and sighing softly* Goodnight My love... *She said quietly. kissing his head from above the blanket. before closing her eyes and beginning to finally fall asleep*
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*hugs him tightly. Thank you.. Just glad to have him....again, for now....she's still going to find a way to help him.....* I love you.....
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Narrator BOT 12/27/2024 09:02
Lily Soon got comfortable herself in bed. under the covers with them both. her racing mind eventually calming enough to let her sleep with them. (edited)
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